Someone brought up my X yesterday and I realized it was the first time I had thought about him in days. He is just not on my mind much these days.
I think about work, bills, my family, friends, cleaning, cooking and of course my daughter... Yes, he does cross my mind when I speak about divorce or when I speak to his sister, but he is not a part of my everday life. Since cutting off all contact my life has been much happier. PERIOD. His pressence was a poison and I feel like I came out of detox.
On another note, my daughter had her 9 month appt and it went really well! She is physically strong and developmentally ahead of the game :) She is still a big girl. In the 97th percentile for height and 96th for weight. She was an ANGEL during her appointment... I was proud yet confused as to who that child was lol! She sat still, laughed, held her mouth open on command and only cried for a couple seconds when she got her shots! The doctor commented on how happy she was, saying, and I quote: She is one of the best babies I have ever seen" Score one for Caroline and Mommy!
Goes to show you that when you feel truly happy on your own, it can rub off on those around you.