He could be gone for at least 5 years. I know he is scared and the part of me that still cares about him feels horrible.
But the part of me that hates him right now thinks it will be easier to move on with him gone.
No matter what, for 2 years there was love. This child was created out of that love. Yes, there were lies and horrible choices were made resulting in many broken hearts including mine, but I will never forget that this child was always wanted and loved.
I will give her everything I can. Making her life a happy one is my number one goal.