Friday, June 18, 2010

5 years

He could be gone for at least 5 years. I know he is scared and the part of me that still cares about him feels horrible.

But the bigger part of me that hates him right now thinks it will be easier to move on with him gone.

For 2 years I loved him and he lied to me. This child was created out of that love at least on my part. Yes, there were lies and horrible choices were made resulting in many broken hearts including mine, but I will never forget that this child is innocent and deserves all of my love and protection.

I will give her everything I can. Making her life a happy one is my number one goal.

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