X is going to court today to sign his plea deal. He will plead guilty to receipt of child pornography. His deal is for somewhere between 5-8yrs in federal prison. Though in federal court the judge can choose to give a longer sentence if he wants.
I will not be attending court because the local news may be there. I can't handle that and honestly there is no reason for me to be there. He will not be sentenced today, that will happen within the next 3 months.
It is still hard to beleive that this is my life right now and that it will always be a part of Nugget and my life. We will move on and move past the hurt but it will always be there.